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[Erik] Open Third Eye

[Erik] Open Third Eye


Mar 24, 2017    Penny (PennyButler.com)

Erik on opening the Third Eye

[Erik] How Do We Love & Forgive Ourselves

[Erik] How Do We Love & Forgive Ourselves


Mar 24, 2017    Penny (PennyButler.com)

You have to trust yourself enough to know that if it happens to you again, that a different choice will be part of your base-reaction/foundation/who you are, to not react the same way you did before because you didn’t like the outcome.

[Bashar] Darryl Anka Full TV Interview 1987

[Bashar] Darryl Anka Full TV Interview 1987


Mar 24, 2017    Penny (PennyButler.com)

Rare interview of Bashar in 1987

Stepping back into world [Vlog 23 Mar 17]

Stepping back into world [Vlog 23 Mar 17]


Mar 23, 2017    Penny (PennyButler.com)

Highway driving vlog update – Learning to trust life and myself again.

Heart Connection = Divine Connection?

Heart Connection = Divine Connection?


Mar 17, 2017    Penny (PennyButler.com)

Trying to gather my thoughts about whether ‘disconnection’ is merely no longer living in alignment to your own heart’s sense of our unique blueprint / life path.

External Validation

External Validation


Mar 7, 2017    Penny (PennyButler.com)

Pondering whether I fell for the “external validation” trap

Day One: New Life.

Day One: New Life.


Mar 6, 2017    Penny (PennyButler.com)

Baby Step: On road to being back in service of others & following my calling.

How to trust again?

How to trust again?


Feb 27, 2017    Penny (PennyButler.com)

Trying to figure out how to trust life again.

Off the Radar

Off the Radar


Feb 22, 2017    Penny (PennyButler.com)

Why I’m not on YouTube or Social Media right now.

Mini-Camping trip with Zane

Mini-Camping trip with Zane


Dec 19, 2016    Penny (PennyButler.com)

Jubilee Lake, Daylesford, Mt Franklin

Apathy, PTSD, Depression or Stability?

Apathy, PTSD, Depression or Stability?


Dec 17, 2016    Penny (PennyButler.com)

I think it’s great that I’m no longer walking around in fear, but this lack of “care” about anything.. pondering whether it’s not so great.

Supplements I’m using to boost immunity

Supplements I’m using to boost immunity


Dec 14, 2016    Penny (PennyButler.com)

Ramble about supplements I’m adding to boost my immune system

Zombie – Lifetime of Over-thinking & Extreme Emotions to Emptiness

Zombie – Lifetime of Over-thinking & Extreme Emotions to Emptiness


Dec 12, 2016    Penny (PennyButler.com)

Weird cycle where I seem detached from it all and just trying to discern why.

For me, Taking Kids to School, Italian

For me, Taking Kids to School, Italian


Dec 12, 2016    Penny (PennyButler.com)

For me, Taking Kids to School, Italian

Instant Karma – HomeR is Down [Just whinging]

Instant Karma – HomeR is Down [Just whinging]


Dec 9, 2016    Penny (PennyButler.com)

Bitching about being too tired to go to work and what I hate about the van… then van broke down and instead of a 5 hour work shift, spent 4 hours on the side of the road.