Explore EVERY angleAttempting to explain my basic “current theories”. How I look at the world as a game of illusion, why we all experience different realities, and pretty much, how I send myself crazy… with the hope that I explore more about who we are and why we are here…
For validation, for expansion, for the ultimate freedom.. and to help others.. On the bridge right now between mainstream & delving deeper down the rabbit hole..
Sold my voice recorder today and this is what I found on it before I erased it.. me talking to myself intending to make a podcast 2 years ago. What do people who are dying think about? I don’t know about others, but this is what I was thinking about… seeing every day as being a gift, not wanting to waste my life, ashamed, how to “get myself out of this”, not wanting my life to be meaningless, and especially wanting to BE the real me.
How do I want my life to look? To create a new story I need to know what I want. So in the middle of the night last night, I created an exercise to do, and I thought I’d share it here with you.
I was writing about virtual realities, trying to explore it as a possibility, trying to dig into my mind, figure it out, while I was sitting at Gloria Jeans this morning, and I decided to do a test. I experienced instantaneous manifestation within 2 minutes.
Tom Campbell explains his take on an ANU (Australian National University) physics experiment, to suggest that life is a virtual reality game. I love this as a potential answer to explore life’s mysteries with a different perspective :)
She wants to ease the suffering of others, but her ideas sound insane to those she wants to help
This world is an oasis, our ignorance about not knowing where we came from is our gift. We get to ignorantly create from a level of not knowing who we are.
So much for being “back to earth” and acting like a normal person. I guess that lasted all of 2 days. I guess I’m not cut out for normality lol. I’m back to crazyland.. and I LOVE it.
My purpose is just to love, to be an example of unconditional love and compassion. That will either be the beacon of light or the seed that is planted that people don’t “need” to suffer. To show them that they have a choice. Red pill. Blue pill. And accept whatever journey they have come here to experience, in whatever way fits best for their own evolution. Because they are me, and I am them. Their perspective/perception and experience is just as valid and part of this whole thing as any. I am here to help those who “want” to experience it without suffering because that’s my super-power to share, that’s what I came here to learn, and that’s what I share as I learn. xo
