Motivating myself by thinking about who I can help

Ramble about who I'm called to serve

Ramble about who I'm called to serve

The negative agenda is helping people wake up faster, by poisoning the air, food, water, taking people's rights and liberties away, media brainwashing, cost of living is skyrocketing, and the system is wired for people to fail... but I really feel like it's the catalyst to waking people up.

It's so easy to hate & fear. It takes so much courage to choose to be positive & loving... but it feels better to take the high road.

Got rock-attacked again ... syncronicities... in great spirits regardless..

What would my higher-self do? Every moment brings opportunities to grow. Ramble trying to investigate different insights I have received.
Negative vs Positive Polarities, Demonic & Evil Entities & Energies, Evolving on Multi-layered octaves, Spiritual Emergencies.
Are we 100% responsible for what we experience or just how we interpret the experiences? Have we agreed to experience this prior to coming in?

Do you believe in Aliens? What about Psychics? Where are you at .. how do you put the puzzle together for Life's Mysteries?
Boring for you guys, but crucial for myself to find out where I'm at to talk through it.

Encouraging others to make videos..

Can't beat them, join them. It's more logical that I'm wrong. Or noone's crazy. Everything is our imagination. Truth-seeking & questioning reality is so hard.

Attempting to explain my basic "current theories". How I look at the world as a game of illusion, why we all experience different realities, and pretty much, how I send myself crazy... with the hope that I explore more about who we are and why we are here...

For validation, for expansion, for the ultimate freedom.. and to help others.. On the bridge right now between mainstream & delving deeper down the rabbit hole..

Sold my voice recorder today and this is what I found on it before I erased it.. me talking to myself intending to make a podcast 2 years ago. What do people who are dying think about? I don't know about others, but this is what I was thinking about... seeing every day as being a gift, not wanting to waste my life, ashamed, how to "get myself out of this", not wanting my life to be meaningless, and especially wanting to BE the real me.