The dark days are over. Back to Crazy-Land!
So much for being “back to earth” and acting like a normal person. I guess that lasted all of 2 days. I guess I’m not cut out for normality lol. I’m back to crazyland.. and I LOVE it.
Depression
So much for being “back to earth” and acting like a normal person. I guess that lasted all of 2 days. I guess I’m not cut out for normality lol. I’m back to crazyland.. and I LOVE it.
My purpose is just to love, to be an example of unconditional love and compassion. That will either be the beacon of light or the seed that is planted that people don’t “need” to suffer. To show them that they have a choice. Red pill. Blue pill. And accept whatever journey they have come here to experience, in whatever way fits best for their own evolution. Because they are me, and I am them. Their perspective/perception and experience is just as valid and part of this whole thing as any. I am here to help those who “want” to experience it without suffering because that’s my super-power to share, that’s what I came here to learn, and that’s what I share as I learn. xo
See people for who they really are: Infinite beings having a human experience. We are so much more than these limited shells. As you become more aware of your perceived limitations in this form, from a place of knowing you are so much more, you realize the futility of living the experience being anything other than who you truly are. Smile. Embrace & fully live your experiences. Create. This is what you came here for.
Today Im caught up on thoughts that do not serve me. I dont know how long I have left, but whether its hours, days, months or years.. I want to live my truth. I choose to love fully. I choose to speak from a loving place. I choose to care deeply. I choose to be myself. I choose for people to know the real me not the mask that I wore all my life. That however long I have left in this experience, I choose to share who I really am, to be me.
If people learn that there are unlimited ways to receive energy/life-force without taking it from “other people”, they wouldn’t need to “suck it out of others”. – My take on the Osho “Alone” Quote
All of these experiences are part of the great journey. I chose this. I chose to live here, I chose to be part of this great human experience – and with it, experience “all parts” – “all shades” of being human, the good, the bad, and the divine.
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Freedom from depression didn’t happen overnight. I wallowed in my own self-pity and misery for months, I sabotaged myself further and really stuck the nails in my own coffin – I wouldn’t recommend that method.. but what worked after the self-sabotage misery zombie months?
I’ve got nothing new to report, but my ‘insides’ are dancing. I’m pretty much happy all the time for no particular reason. I’d like to hang out in this ‘bliss’ for a while longer if I may? I want this to stay my reality. I choose this life.
Some of us no longer have emphysema symptoms.. this discussion is about dealing with people who no longer have any hope.