My personal reply to a question in a facebook group:
What does spiritual ascension mean? Why is it just now happening at 51? What happens after?
Does anyone feel sad during this process?
Definitely goes in cycles for me… I notice waves… like, something is brought to the surface and I’m like… wtf is this? lol…”I thought I was there, damnit!”..
.. ego has a little tanty of denial .. then I have to lose another mask that I didn’t know I had.. (another vibration that doesn’t belong in the vibration that we are creating… another “old stuff” to be ‘let go’ of).
and then I work on myself.. and then the cycle ends and I’m at peace, inner-smiling, and centred again…
it’s like… energy brought to surface… 3d ego doesn’t want to believe that I’m still “not there”.. we have a little battle.. until one of us surrenders… as we try to understand the fear/discomfort, our soul / inner truth helps us realize that the fear was here to help us… shows us what doesn’t belong, what to let-go of, what to love, what to expand from… then we align with soul… get the lesson.. take responsibility for our part in it.. gently teach our own ego’s a bit of humility and compassion… resolve/transcend/expand/grow.. and then.. we get a little flatline for a while where we get to be in “peace” until the next cycle comes up to be dealt with, and each cycle gives us more wisdom/strength/expansion to deal with the next? lol *puts arms up*.. hehe.. but it definitely helps to have a sense of humour through the worst times.. like, seeing as a game where you are “levelling-up”