Kundalini Awakening Needs To Be Mainstream Knowledge!
Scattered ramble on the way to work about feeling free & some of the things I was experiencing in my crazy period.
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My Legacy – Reviewing my Big Why video from last year
Someone commented on my Big Why video (recorded April 2015) and I ended up watching it. Today I edited it down.. it’s made me realize again why I’m doing this and it’s made me remember what’s important to me, and given me ideas on what next… I might make this my channel video to continually remind myself of my true purpose & stay on track.
Full Breakdown of Mental Trauma over past few months – YouTube Therapy
Boring for you guys, but crucial for myself to find out where I’m at to talk through it.
They want to keep you down
Encouraging others to make videos..
Psychotic disorder / not sure what is real / unravelling mind
Trying to return to some kind of sanity after being full-blown confused by all the conspiracies and experiences I’ve had lately. This video is for me to analyze and learn from.
I thought I was there to help his soul
Can’t beat them, join them. It’s more logical that I’m wrong. Or noone’s crazy. Everything is our imagination. Truth-seeking & questioning reality is so hard.
Stress: You attract more of where you’re at
Thought I’d share one of my angry videos for a change
You are not evil. (Parasites Feeding off Negative Energies)
This is an “add-on” to my last post (The dark days are over. Back to Crazy-Land!) The post was getting a bit big, so I decided to have a separate post with my notes on negative entities (of which, for the record, I’m still on the fence about, but “even if there is truth” to it, it doesn’t change much about anything, except to be aware, vibrate higher, and trust your gut.
The dark days are over. Back to Crazy-Land!
So much for being “back to earth” and acting like a normal person. I guess that lasted all of 2 days. I guess I’m not cut out for normality lol. I’m back to crazyland.. and I LOVE it.
Today I woke up sad, insecure, overwhelmed.
Today Im caught up on thoughts that do not serve me. I dont know how long I have left, but whether its hours, days, months or years.. I want to live my truth. I choose to love fully. I choose to speak from a loving place. I choose to care deeply. I choose to be myself. I choose for people to know the real me not the mask that I wore all my life. That however long I have left in this experience, I choose to share who I really am, to be me.
