My Fave Life Metaphor (Deep hole in the sidewalk)
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.. I fall in.. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.. I fall in again.. deep hole.. fall in… There is a deep hole in the sidewalk – I walk around it.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.. I fall in.. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.. I fall in again.. deep hole.. fall in… There is a deep hole in the sidewalk – I walk around it.
We can list all the ways we can “fix them” but that’s “other person awareness”. Go find ‘your’ pain, nurture it and learn from it – take responsibility for seeking to understand yourself.
This exercise shows you where you are aligned. It shows you your boundaries, value-system, where your integrity is; where you’re at & where you ‘wish’ you were at. It shows you a pathway to being your potential – what you aspire to be, what you are learning in this human life, what you REALLY value and what is actually important to you.
As I see the desperation in others now, that neediness, that “begging” kind of emotion that they are feeling when they are “in love” with someone, from this new space of what I identified as being “disconnected from my heart”, I realize that there could be something to this. That they are also identifying “love” as this “needing another to approve of them because they don’t feel worthy enough to do that for themselves”
Anyway, so I have these 2 conflicting experiences / beliefs. That they are either real, or a conjuring from the collation of negative-influences within my own sub-conscious. Even if they are real or not real, the answer is the same… you have to ‘be solid within’ – be aware of your own weaknesses, fears, vulnerabilities and cultivate inner-strength and an ‘environment’ that negative doesn’t like to reside/dwell. That fear or any kind of negative-influences cannot ‘run the show’ or ‘attack’ if you are not ‘open for business’ – so the answer is to be-friend that ‘negative’ exists and cultivate inner-strength and purify the negative thoughts within.
Morning pages. Live each day in alignment with your soul. Wherever / whatever you are is an opportunity to experience creation from your unique aspect, so nowhere is really a mistake, always just opportunities to experience creation; to learn about yourself/creation through interacting with or observing creation from wherever you are.
I don’t think life will ever can go back to the same as I was before this last couple of years of ‘undoing’ and ‘unbeing’, but having all these validations tonight is definitely going to change my perception again.
The truth is, life is always giving you opportunities to uncover who you really are, to take off the masks, to reveal your inner-truth, and to live in flow in nature. Life is wanting the best expression of who you really are. Limitations are life’s way of teaching you unique abilities in yourself, strength’s and newness.
Reuploaded a shortened version of last year’s Van Karaoke. I saw one of my “fun” videos on Instagram tonight and I really miss that girl. I want to remind myself to choose a better life again & ignore the haters.
Discover what is truly important to your life. Your legacy. Your mission.