vlog
Psychotic disorder / not sure what is real / unravelling mind
Trying to return to some kind of sanity after being full-blown confused by all the conspiracies and experiences I’ve had lately. This video is for me to analyze and learn from.
In over my head – are demons real?
Going crazy… reply to someone who was saying that I was tapping into demonic energies
Time-out :) Be Careful – You Might End Up Like Me…
Note to self: If you tumble down the rabbit hole and it starts to make you nuts.. Stop, Reflect, Regroup :)
I thought I was there to help his soul
Can’t beat them, join them. It’s more logical that I’m wrong. Or noone’s crazy. Everything is our imagination. Truth-seeking & questioning reality is so hard.
Wanting to go straight down rabbit hole AND stay sane.
Meditation and experimenting with reality but wanting to resonate with others
Change vibe, change reality
Addicted to highs and avoiding lows but the absence of highs was giving me lows, so now playing with a balanced dimension.
When I believe my experiences, I feel free
My voice is valid, my ideas are valid, the way that I experience the world is valid, my current place where I’m at now – without all the advanced stuff is valid.
Navigating Spirituality with Mainstream (UGH)
Finally recognizing a life-long theme in my life… I have issues with men, betrayal, and being free to be me.