Full Breakdown of Mental Trauma over past few months – YouTube Therapy
Boring for you guys, but crucial for myself to find out where I’m at to talk through it.
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Random weirdness, day at coffee shop babysitting a parrot
Humiliating myself subconsciously? so that I can sabotage myself, and thereby release my “judgements” about what “other people think of me”, so that I can be free? Perhaps?
Lost meaning in life. But have an idea.
Just realized that I want to do podcasts because it will keep my life updated with tools that I can be ever-implementing, to help myself, whilst helping others.
Wanting to go straight down rabbit hole AND stay sane.
Meditation and experimenting with reality but wanting to resonate with others
