Everything you are experiencing is an agreed set of guidelines, beliefs and rules that you believe in. If you don't have that little open space to also believe in something beyond these set of agreements, then you stay inside that illusion. None of it is real except in your agreement that it is.
Who you are the world has never known. I love those words from Matt Kahn. Everyone needs to hear those words and have them embedded because it celebrates our uniqueness and our unique experiences, perspectives, and why we are here. It helps you become less judgemental about yourself and others, and opens your heart to unconditional love; accepting everyone and loving everyone for their unique part that they bring into your experience.
Whatever modality you find believable in your "world" will work for you, but you don't need anything really except focused intention and belief to create anything in this world. Step into what you want to create. What is holding you back from creating is just the thoughts and beliefs and where you focus your intentions and attention.
Your job, as an infinite being - having been assigned this particular character is still to try and win the game. You came here to experience your creation through this character, and you want this character to experience all the bonus levels and joy you created for it to experience!
You've already experienced everything before. If you want to experience anything in this dimension, you just pull/receive/download that energy into "this" you. Receive it and step into it, naturally, appreciate it, intend it, focus on it, receive it into existence, open your heart to receive it, this is the way you bring things into this creation, this is how you create it, you become aware of it.
I give up! You Win! I can't do it anymore. I can't take it anymore. I quit. I'm out. I'm done! I surrender.