Tag self-sabotage

Found a Voice Recording from 2 Years ago when I thought I was going to die

Energy

Sold my voice recorder today and this is what I found on it before I erased it.. me talking to myself intending to make a podcast 2 years ago. What do people who are dying think about? I don't know about others, but this is what I was thinking about... seeing every day as being a gift, not wanting to waste my life, ashamed, how to "get myself out of this", not wanting my life to be meaningless, and especially wanting to BE the real me.

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3 Steps to having a better, more enjoyable life

Create fun life

How do I want my life to look? To create a new story I need to know what I want. So in the middle of the night last night, I created an exercise to do, and I thought I'd share it here with you.

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Life is a Virtual Reality [Video] ANU (Australian National University) physics experiment

everything is information

Tom Campbell explains his take on an ANU (Australian National University) physics experiment, to suggest that life is a virtual reality game. I love this as a potential answer to explore life's mysteries with a different perspective :)

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What does my best self look like? (Self-Shaming to Aiming Higher)

Ugly disgusting

She wants to ease the suffering of others, but her ideas sound insane to those she wants to help

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You are not evil. (Parasites Feeding off Negative Energies)

Reptilians

This is an "add-on" to my last post (The dark days are over. Back to Crazy-Land!) The post was getting a bit big, so I decided to have a separate post with my notes on negative entities (of which, for the record, I'm still on the fence about, but "even if there is truth" to it, it doesn't change much about anything, except to be aware, vibrate higher, and trust your gut.

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The dark days are over. Back to Crazy-Land!

Crazyland

So much for being "back to earth" and acting like a normal person. I guess that lasted all of 2 days. I guess I'm not cut out for normality lol. I'm back to crazyland.. and I LOVE it.

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Everyday you are given the opportunity to evolve. Everything is significant in our growth and expansion. What would love do?

Love reality

My purpose is just to love, to be an example of unconditional love and compassion. That will either be the beacon of light or the seed that is planted that people don't "need" to suffer. To show them that they have a choice. Red pill. Blue pill. And accept whatever journey they have come here to experience, in whatever way fits best for their own evolution. Because they are me, and I am them. Their perspective/perception and experience is just as valid and part of this whole thing as any. I am here to help those who "want" to experience it without suffering because that's my super-power to share, that's what I came here to learn, and that's what I share as I learn. xo

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Daily expansion instead of decade expansion.

Be excited

Seeking keeps you Seeking. Free will - it's 100% completely and totally up to you how you play this game. Dwell in self-pity or choose excitement.

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“Limited-Beliefs” Remover to release old patterns and blockages and become Empowered

Limited beliefs tool

Everything that is in your reality that you are holding onto, is of your creation. If you are feeling uneasy, low, stuck, or are unable to create the life you want to have, you still have some undesired beliefs in your programming. Something you have the power to clean, discard, release. Something you have unconsciously or even consciously taken on in the past to serve you that is no longer serving your current reality. It can be let-go in an instant, it is already done, but something in our programming doesn't believe that it can be that simple and easy. So we create processes or certain rituals to give ourselves permission to move forward in our lives. We give ourselves meaning & excuses to why we have held onto these beliefs for so long, and we use and create these modalities to surrender the old, and begin-again in the new. Here is a process I created this morning to let-go of old beliefs, step into my best-self, and vibrate higher. My "permission slips" for me to release the old and step-into the new. To create the reality I want to create.

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Step into the highest version of you.

Ascension

You've already experienced everything before. If you want to experience anything in this dimension, you just pull/receive/download that energy into "this" you. Receive it and step into it, naturally, appreciate it, intend it, focus on it, receive it into existence, open your heart to receive it, this is the way you bring things into this creation, this is how you create it, you become aware of it.

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Releasing the “Guardians of your Soul” (the energies that are shielding you from living true)

Shedding energies frequency

If you find yourself sabotaging your friendships and relationships, still feeling "less than" or not worthy, not able to achieve abundance or your heart's desires, still judging other infinite beings for not living the way you think they should live. Still trying to control outside circumstances to keep you safe, that you have walls or blockages that are trying to protect you, that are also blocking you from being able to fully experience what you came here for. To be you. The real you. The core of you.

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Today I woke up sad, insecure, overwhelmed.

Heartbreak

Today Im caught up on thoughts that do not serve me. I dont know how long I have left, but whether its hours, days, months or years.. I want to live my truth. I choose to love fully. I choose to speak from a loving place. I choose to care deeply. I choose to be myself. I choose for people to know the real me not the mask that I wore all my life. That however long I have left in this experience, I choose to share who I really am, to be me.

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