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Kundalini Awakening Needs To Be Mainstream Knowledge!

Scattered ramble on the way to work about feeling free & some of the things I was experiencing in my crazy period.

April 30, 2016
September 2, 2017
Ascension, Australia, awakening, bipolar, dark night of the soul, depression, kundalini, ramblings, self-doubt, spiritual crisis, spiritual emergency, syncronicities, vlog, vulnerabilities

Kundalini Awakening Psychosis

It's so easy to hate & fear. It takes so much courage to choose to be positive & loving... but it feels better to take the high road.

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April 22, 2016
September 2, 2017
awakening, consciousness, dark night of the soul, depression, enlightenment, forgiveness, kundalini, kundalini awakening, self-doubt, self-sabotage, spiritual crisis, spiritual emergency, spirituality, vlog, vulnerabilities

I feel like a good soul was ripped-apart and that there is no way to put humpty-dumpty back together again.

I feel like a good soul was ripped-apart and that there is no way to put humpty-dumpty back together again.

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April 20, 2016
May 31, 2017
awakening, dark night of the soul, depression, self-doubt, self-sabotage, spiritual crisis, spiritual emergency, spirituality, vlog

Life’s Mysteries – Yay or Nay? Your Thoughts about…? [Video]

Do you believe in Aliens? What about Psychics? Where are you at .. how do you put the puzzle together for Life's Mysteries?

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January 28, 2016
November 21, 2022
akashic records, aliens, angels, Ascension, Astral Projection, astrology, Atlantis, awakening, CERN, chakra, channeling, Channelling, Chem-trails, Christ Consciousness, Conduit - Edgar Cayce, consciousness, Crop Circles, Crystals, dark night of the soul, Demons, depression, dream interpretation, dream journal, energy, enlightenment, Evil, Extraterrestrials, Genetically Modified Organisms (GMO/NWO), Ghosts, HAARP, Heaven, Hell, higher consciousness, Illuminati (NWO), Indigo Children, Jesus / Christianity, Lucid Dreaming, Lucifer, Malaysian airlines MH370, Mediums, Multi-Dimensional Beings, Nazca Geoglyphs, New World Order, Parallel Realities, pineal gland, Psychics, quantum physics, Reiki, Reincarnation, Sacred Geometry, self-doubt, self-sabotage, September 11, Source Energy, Spirit Guides, spiritual crisis, spiritual emergency, spirituality, vaccinations, Vaccines, vlog, vulnerabilities

Why I don’t trust people

So delving deep into past traumas yesterday didn't feel good at the time, but I have experienced so much "release" from it.

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January 7, 2016
April 11, 2022
be yourself, beliefs, dark night of the soul, depression, ramblings, vlog

Digging up Traumas during Kundalini Psychosis

Facing my demons

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January 6, 2016
September 1, 2017
dark night of the soul, depression, kundalini, vlog

Full Breakdown of Mental Trauma over past few months – YouTube Therapy

Boring for you guys, but crucial for myself to find out where I'm at to talk through it.

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January 5, 2016
April 7, 2020
addiction, awakening, Bashar, beliefs, Bentinho Massaro, bipolar, consciousness, conspiracy, dark night of the soul, David Icke, depression, dream interpretation, dream journal, enlightenment, entities, higher consciousness, limited beliefs, placebo, self-doubt, self-sabotage, spiritual crisis, spiritual emergency, spirituality, vlog, vulnerabilities

They want to keep you down

Encouraging others to make videos..

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January 1, 2016
August 30, 2017
awakening, be yourself, bipolar, consciousness, dark night of the soul, depression, enlightenment, self-doubt, self-sabotage, spiritual crisis, spiritual emergency, spirituality, vlog, vulnerabilities

Cracking the Overlays – the Illusions & Delusions of Reality

Overlays are the illusion our minds create when we are in a situation that we don't know whether we can handle, that we believe will be easier to deal with.

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December 30, 2015
August 15, 2017
awareness, Bashar, be yourself, beliefs, Bentinho Massaro, conspiracy, dark night of the soul, David Icke, depression, Evil, guilt, humiliation, manifestation, supplements

Visions, Trance, Delusions, Unravelling Mind

Keeping myself calm and away from others

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December 27, 2015
September 6, 2017
dark night of the soul, depression, ramblings, vlog

Psychotic disorder / not sure what is real / unravelling mind

Trying to return to some kind of sanity after being full-blown confused by all the conspiracies and experiences I've had lately. This video is for me to analyze and learn from.

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December 26, 2015
September 6, 2017
bipolar, dark night of the soul, depression, Insanity, vlog

I thought I was there to help his soul

Can't beat them, join them. It's more logical that I'm wrong. Or noone's crazy. Everything is our imagination. Truth-seeking & questioning reality is so hard.

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December 21, 2015
August 30, 2017
awakening, beliefs, bipolar, consciousness, dark night of the soul, depression, enlightenment, higher consciousness, self-doubt, self-sabotage, spiritual crisis, spiritual emergency, spirituality, vlog, vulnerabilities