As I see the desperation in others now, that neediness, that "begging" kind of emotion that they are feeling when they are "in love" with someone, from this new space of what I identified as being "disconnected from my heart", I realize that there could be something to this. That they are also identifying "love" as this "needing another to approve of them because they don't feel worthy enough to do that for themselves"
Anyway, so I have these 2 conflicting experiences / beliefs. That they are either real, or a conjuring from the collation of negative-influences within my own sub-conscious. Even if they are real or not real, the answer is the same... you have to 'be solid within' - be aware of your own weaknesses, fears, vulnerabilities and cultivate inner-strength and an 'environment' that negative doesn't like to reside/dwell. That fear or any kind of negative-influences cannot 'run the show' or 'attack' if you are not 'open for business' - so the answer is to be-friend that 'negative' exists and cultivate inner-strength and purify the negative thoughts within.
Morning pages. Live each day in alignment with your soul. Wherever / whatever you are is an opportunity to experience creation from your unique aspect, so nowhere is really a mistake, always just opportunities to experience creation; to learn about yourself/creation through interacting with or observing creation from wherever you are.
I don’t think life will ever can go back to the same as I was before this last couple of years of ‘undoing’ and ‘unbeing’, but having all these validations tonight is definitely going to change my perception again.
The truth is, life is always giving you opportunities to uncover who you really are, to take off the masks, to reveal your inner-truth, and to live in flow in nature. Life is wanting the best expression of who you really are. Limitations are life's way of teaching you unique abilities in yourself, strength's and newness.
Reuploaded a shortened version of last year's Van Karaoke. I saw one of my "fun" videos on Instagram tonight and I really miss that girl. I want to remind myself to choose a better life again & ignore the haters.
Discover what is truly important to your life. Your legacy. Your mission.
Any of those things that you perceive as being "done to you", is something that you were doing to yourself.
Aurelio Mejia from Colombia is a popular hypnotherapist in Spanish speaking countries, that found that all those under his hypnosis share the same message. It's very interesting and something to ponder. Here is some of the "english" text sourced from his website about the 16 commonalities obtained from his regressions
Any action that is unfulfilled as per your expectation, due to either an inner hindrance or outer hindrance, is incompletion
When you feel bad, your thinking is wrong. When you feel great, your thinking is correct. Simple.
Trying to figure out how to trust life again.