Tag bipolar

Kundalini Awakening Needs To Be Mainstream Knowledge!

Scattered ramble on the way to work about feeling free & some of the things I was experiencing in my crazy period.

April 30, 2016
September 2, 2017
Ascension, Australia, awakening, bipolar, dark night of the soul, depression, kundalini, ramblings, self-doubt, spiritual crisis, spiritual emergency, syncronicities, vlog, vulnerabilities

My Legacy – Reviewing my Big Why video from last year

Someone commented on my Big Why video (recorded April 2015) and I ended up watching it. Today I edited it down.. it's made me realize again why I'm doing this and it's made me remember what's important to me, and given me ideas on what next... I might make this my channel video to continually remind myself of my true purpose & stay on track.

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March 16, 2016
September 6, 2017
awakening, bipolar, enlightenment, legacy, self-sabotage, spiritual crisis, spiritual emergency, spirituality, vlog, vulnerabilities

Full Breakdown of Mental Trauma over past few months – YouTube Therapy

Boring for you guys, but crucial for myself to find out where I'm at to talk through it.

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January 5, 2016
April 7, 2020
addiction, awakening, Bashar, beliefs, Bentinho Massaro, bipolar, consciousness, conspiracy, dark night of the soul, David Icke, depression, dream interpretation, dream journal, enlightenment, entities, higher consciousness, limited beliefs, placebo, self-doubt, self-sabotage, spiritual crisis, spiritual emergency, spirituality, vlog, vulnerabilities

They want to keep you down

Encouraging others to make videos..

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January 1, 2016
August 30, 2017
awakening, be yourself, bipolar, consciousness, dark night of the soul, depression, enlightenment, self-doubt, self-sabotage, spiritual crisis, spiritual emergency, spirituality, vlog, vulnerabilities

Psychotic disorder / not sure what is real / unravelling mind

Trying to return to some kind of sanity after being full-blown confused by all the conspiracies and experiences I've had lately. This video is for me to analyze and learn from.

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December 26, 2015
September 6, 2017
bipolar, dark night of the soul, depression, Insanity, vlog

I thought I was there to help his soul

Can't beat them, join them. It's more logical that I'm wrong. Or noone's crazy. Everything is our imagination. Truth-seeking & questioning reality is so hard.

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December 21, 2015
August 30, 2017
awakening, beliefs, bipolar, consciousness, dark night of the soul, depression, enlightenment, higher consciousness, self-doubt, self-sabotage, spiritual crisis, spiritual emergency, spirituality, vlog, vulnerabilities

Stress: You attract more of where you’re at

Thought I'd share one of my angry videos for a change

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December 6, 2015
February 6, 2022
beliefs, bipolar, dark night of the soul, depression, stress, vlog

You are not evil. (Parasites Feeding off Negative Energies)

This is an "add-on" to my last post (The dark days are over. Back to Crazy-Land!) The post was getting a bit big, so I decided to have a separate post with my notes on negative entities (of which, for the record, I'm still on the fence about, but "even if there is truth" to it, it doesn't change much about anything, except to be aware, vibrate higher, and trust your gut.

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October 26, 2015
July 21, 2017
awakening, awareness, bipolar, channeling, Channelling, conspiracy, dark night of the soul, David Icke, depression, entities, Evil, parasites, reptilians, self-doubt, self-sabotage, spiritual crisis, spiritual emergency, spirituality

The dark days are over. Back to Crazy-Land!

So much for being "back to earth" and acting like a normal person. I guess that lasted all of 2 days. I guess I'm not cut out for normality lol. I'm back to crazyland.. and I LOVE it.

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October 26, 2015
July 21, 2017
angels, awakening, awareness, be yourself, beliefs, bipolar, consciousness, conspiracy, crazy, dark night of the soul, David Icke, depression, dream interpretation, dream journal, enlightenment, entities, Evil, higher consciousness, limited beliefs, negative thinking, parasites, positive thinking, reptilians, self-doubt, self-sabotage, spiritual crisis, spiritual emergency, spirituality, vulnerabilities

Today I woke up sad, insecure, overwhelmed.

Today Im caught up on thoughts that do not serve me. I dont know how long I have left, but whether its hours, days, months or years.. I want to live my truth. I choose to love fully. I choose to speak from a loving place. I choose to care deeply. I choose to be myself. I choose for people to know the real me not the mask that I wore all my life. That however long I have left in this experience, I choose to share who I really am, to be me.

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August 14, 2015
May 14, 2023
awakening, awareness, be yourself, bipolar, consciousness, dark night of the soul, depression, ego, energy, enlightenment, gratitude, higher consciousness, homeless, self-doubt, self-sabotage, Source Energy, spiritual crisis, spiritual emergency, spirituality, suffering, vulnerabilities

Our biggest fear is that we are not loved unconditionally for who and what we are

That universal unconditional love energy is streaming through us at all times. There is no point in trying to seek it out. We need only to surrender to it, allowing it to flow through us without putting any conditions on it. When we do this we will be forever sustained. This is unconditional self-love; universal unconditional love energy flowing through our self.

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