Previously private video is now being published for exploration of the craziness that goes on in my head sometimes. Recorded November 28th, 2015 – Published today 23rd May 2016.

• Work people visiting me in my dreams asking for help.
• Negative-entities – are they real, are they manipulating me, is that possible?
• I believe we signed up for this game.
• Cracks in the Matrix – when you start to question.
• Galactic / entities messing with this reality with their own agenda.
• Manifestation.
• Non-solid entities without bodies, that are still playing the same game as us – manipulating the movie. 
• We’re players of this game & billions of other entities who are also playing this game.
• If we don’t take control of our own character, then they take over.
• Infinite parallel realities, infinite dimensions.
• Everyone’s on different levels of the same game.
• Background people.
• We’re creating all this, but we’re creating it all together. I can’t just blink and teleport. There’s other players in the game – everyone – plus these multi-dimensional beings and whatever source-created and whatever this game was created for.
• When you leave this game – is that also part of the game? (when you die.. do you also enter into another game? and from that level, you’re also playing the game).
• The other day I wished that I could take his pain away and I think I made an unconscious agreement to take on whatever was attached to him?
• Self-healing visualizations for negative-entity removal.
• How do I function in normal society with this shit going on in my head? I have no way of knowing whether it’s real or not –  it’s making me fucking crazy. 
• It feels better to think of this world as a game, but I don’t want to spread the message that it’s a game if it’s not. I don’t want it to be some kind of freak delusion that I’m having.
• One big experience that I had was when I was shown the knowledge to everything, and I went to write it down and it dissipated in front of me. I thought someone was trying to prevent me from sharing it with the masses. New insight today is that it’s not accessible to us in human form. I was only able to retain the bits that I was ready for, the bits that I’m allowed to share.
• Speak your truth and the truth will be revealed. 

Reverse Speech

So I tried Reverse-Speech on this video because I wanted to see if it had any answers for me as to why I was so crazy. Didn’t help much. When you do reverse speech, I think you only hear words that you hear, and another person will hear words that they hear.. I don’t think this is a science you exactly rely on! lol.

I tried 85% slower – all I heard was creepy breathing
I tried 19% slower – and recorded the notes below on any words that stood out for me.
* Then I re-listened to it at %29 slower and didn’t hear the same words.

So what you’ll see below is “the approximate time” on my audio, and the words I heard. And those with an *Asterix are when I re-listened to the same audio at a slower speed. Learn more about reverse speech here:  http://reversespeech.com/

0
*please
Fuck off
*no words
1 2
*its deeper
*healthy
*so be
3
*fun
*war
4
*other
*feet
5
*universe
*no force
*foolish
*if you were
*evening war
*university
7
*snare
*hell / help
*summary
8
*nearly force
*reached it
*we don’t know
9
*begin
*which memory
*struggles
10
*so
*felt
*you shut
snap like a leaf
say
aloof
fear
not
my
12
*force
*farce
13
14
*soul
fought native
he had this
you’re a soul
source
get a
power source
15
*for some of
16
*your soul
17
hurts
mercy
sorrow
lost
i know
they have no life
feel
*feel
that being
feel
18
be your servant
*slave
slave
19
would be really
feet
fuck
my realm
feel
20
*foul
*gross
21
air rifle
see the light
no moves
fall
valid
*spirits in the earth
a leaf
22
23
no no no no no
24
* speak of a
i know it
finish
25
* sorrow
* force
* force
* force
26
* this war
stubborn
soap
source
snair
so well
the devil
27
* snare
by the way
moral
you know what
east
28
* feet
* safe for a little while
* you don’t know
* safe now
hell
soul
29
* a little while
* feel
she sealed it
30
* earth
* evil
* the earth’s
* the earth
* to the form
* helping
* the earth
we felt
done it
31
* from open
* from
* earth
32
* sincere
saw you many
spirit sound
snare
snare
33
spirits
snare
there’s no more
34
* you will miss the
what’s all this
purpose
35
* miss
whats the fear
spirits
36
* the earth’s
* source
purpose
easier
37
* mother
* the force
* first
* the earth
* we are now
* you know
* worse
40
* free
* all hell
41
* zombie it
* earth zone
* the air
* your soul
42
* dorment
* lemere soup
* you know
* with the war
* lemere
43
44
* most of it
* it felt
* suicide
* zero
* yes
45
* why have you
* force
* smear
46
* the earth’s shut
* few wise
48
* whats all this next
* no
* no war
* no money
* yes
50
* sneer
* zero cool
* barbecue
* easier
* middle earth

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