Finally sharing my March weird vision that I had. Yep, finally showing the world that I might actually be a little crazy... in the hopes of finding some like-minds that might not think this experience is crazy... so that I don't have to book myself in.
I don't want to be delusional. I want to be 'right'. Why do humans need to ask WHY, what is the truth about spirituality or religion. Are we just ants or parasites, or is there something more to us, something to the reason we have the ability or are conscious enough to question our own realities.
It would be nice to meet people who don't bring out these 'inner conflicts' in me, but I think that's asking a bit much. If you live in a world where everything is 'rosy', it's 'nice' but not a lot of growing seems to happen when life is blissful - growing seems to accelerate when you are faced with things that challenge you.
I'm starting to realize there is a record-playing in my head, "you can't quit, you've already tried, you keep failing over and over and over again, if you quit now, you'll only fail again".
My Mission Statement is who I am, how I perceive myself, and it's also the things I strive to be.
Aged 11ish "I found out I was adopted..."
Talking about the jobs I'd had over the past 2 years at that particular time in my life
Found a CD with a copy of my first websites. Thought I'd just copy a couple of the memories here before I destroy them in a bonfire lol.