The seeker seeks the One. The One is to be sought, as we have said, by the balanced and self-accepting self, aware both of its apparent distortions and its total perfection. Resting in this balanced awareness, the entity then opens the self to the universe which it is. The light energy of all things may then be attracted by this intense seeking, and wherever the inner seeking meets the attracted cosmic prana, realization of the One takes place.
Trust in your calling and notice how anything less than trusting your calling starts to feel worse and worse as you go on. This is the intelligence of your Higher Mind’s emotional guidance system kicking in. Again, trust it. Seek out the right tools, reading materials, people and environment as much as you can.
Morning pages. Live each day in alignment with your soul. Wherever / whatever you are is an opportunity to experience creation from your unique aspect, so nowhere is really a mistake, always just opportunities to experience creation; to learn about yourself/creation through interacting with or observing creation from wherever you are.
With great pain comes big changes. Speak your truth, let go, have faith and behold your unfolding. This is a massive shift and even those who are not aware of it are feeling it’s effects. They are seeing the signs and symbols and getting the insights. The ego is going through it’s own little death-throes trying to hold onto your old identity that no longer serves you.