Trust in your calling and notice how anything less than trusting your calling starts to feel worse and worse as you go on. This is the intelligence of your Higher Mind’s emotional guidance system kicking in. Again, trust it. Seek out the right tools, reading materials, people and environment as much as you can.
You are all worthy. If you weren’t all worthy believe me, you wouldn’t exist. Creation does not make mistakes. Thus if you exist, you belong, there is a reason why creation is not complete without you. Stop arguing with creation. Take it at its word. If you exist, you deserve to exist, and if you deserve to exist, you deserve to be who you are as fully as you possibly can. This is just simple logic.