With great pain comes big changes. Speak your truth, let go, have faith and behold your unfolding. This is a massive shift and even those who are not aware of it are feeling it’s effects. They are seeing the signs and symbols and getting the insights. The ego is going through it’s own little death-throes trying to hold onto your old identity that no longer serves you.
It would be nice to meet people who don’t bring out these ‘inner conflicts’ in me, but I think that’s asking a bit much. If you live in a world where everything is ‘rosy’, it’s ‘nice’ but not a lot of growing seems to happen when life is blissful – growing seems to accelerate when you are faced with things that challenge you.