This exercise shows you where you are aligned. It shows you your boundaries, value-system, where your integrity is; where you’re at & where you ‘wish’ you were at. It shows you a pathway to being your potential – what you aspire to be, what you are learning in this human life, what you REALLY value and what is actually important to you.
Anyway, so I have these 2 conflicting experiences / beliefs. That they are either real, or a conjuring from the collation of negative-influences within my own sub-conscious. Even if they are real or not real, the answer is the same… you have to ‘be solid within’ – be aware of your own weaknesses, fears, vulnerabilities and cultivate inner-strength and an ‘environment’ that negative doesn’t like to reside/dwell. That fear or any kind of negative-influences cannot ‘run the show’ or ‘attack’ if you are not ‘open for business’ – so the answer is to be-friend that ‘negative’ exists and cultivate inner-strength and purify the negative thoughts within.
Whatever modality you find believable in your “world” will work for you, but you don’t need anything really except focused intention and belief to create anything in this world. Step into what you want to create. What is holding you back from creating is just the thoughts and beliefs and where you focus your intentions and attention.
We are here to be happy and freedom is a major road in that direction. Choosing what we love, doing what we love, pursuing what we love. It all comes down to us. It takes bold courage to be free. Totally free. Free from what others think. Free to self-express as we like. When we don’t, something feels off. We feel like there is someone else inside of us and we are holding that free spirit prisoner.