I have to have a direct experience for me to believe. Finally after about 4 months of trying randomly to get the pendulum to work for me, I had a win :)
Blab about what I did differently this time that might of made it work for me.. so if you have trouble getting yours to work.. maybe something I did might help.
Ramble about conformity to the system, getting out of the matrix, life purpose, community, lightworkers. Learning to trust myself.
Proving to people who are like me (on the bridge between two worlds) that this spiritual stuff is real. People like me need validation.
Open-skeptics who “want it to be true” and can’t “blindly believe”.
Most people won’t share their spiritual experiences because they know/think that noone will believe them & will only tell you when they feel safe after YOU bring up the conversation. Most people have at least 2 spiritual experiences that they can’t explain and have never shared.
There’s just as much value in coming here and having a total human experience without knowledge of the other realms, but others are called for a different, more combined experience. Each on our own journey, each here for different reasons.
Exploring being human with closed-minds is actually grounding and good too… exploring the programme… and it’s also good to be around like-minds and by myself where I can explore the soul and the “director/creator/that which is outside of the human programme”.
I don’t need to say the right things to get external forces to approve & like me. I don’t need your approval. Free to be me. I’m happy for wherever I’m at in the game. Whatever level I’m on, I like it. Appreciating where I’m at. That part where you go from open-skeptic to believer is pretty cool.
Who are we? What are we doing here? What is the meaning of life? Penny is a truth-seeker, ever-questioning, ever-learning, ever-researching, ever delving further and deeper down the rabbit hole. This site is a legacy of sorts, a place to collect thoughts, notes, book summaries, whilst providing a searchable archive to easily lookup and reference.