Weird lispy audio (using my sis’s phone to record cos my phone is smashed).
I miss crazy, happy Penny.
Looking back on the girl that made health and happiness a priority vs the girl in this cycle that’s making shadow work a priority.
This cycle has been dealing with my shit and detached from society.
I’d like to give humanity a chance again.
Looking for some kind of permission slip to step out of this bullshit.
I’m cool with not being triggered, not having fears, not having anxiety, but I’m not cool with not having joy and compassion, or not caring about anybody or anything.
Who are we? What are we doing here? What is the meaning of life? Penny is a truth-seeker, ever-questioning, ever-learning, ever-researching, ever delving further and deeper down the rabbit hole. This site is a legacy of sorts, a place to collect thoughts, notes, book summaries, whilst providing a searchable archive to easily lookup and reference.