Facing my “Abandonment” Victim stories

IN Dark Night of the Soul

Sat down to try and pinpoint past traumas to deal with (after it was suggested that I’m living my life on a trauma-loop) but bit confused on what to do with them and how to effectively work through them… or am I opening up a whole can of worms that has never-ending burrows? And how digging up past-traumas’ interferes with my current “live in the moment, not in the dead-past” philosophy.

Re-watched this video today (30th May 2017) and I can clearly see the main issue that I couldn’t believe was a “big issue” at the time of recording. It’s definitely the pre-birth thing. Not being ‘wanted’ and being ashamed for ‘being born’ and as a result of being born, ruining my parent’s lives. So… now that’s been identified, I guess I can look at how to heal that.

Penny (PennyButler.com)
Penny (PennyButler.com)

Who are we? What are we doing here? What is the meaning of life? Penny is a truth-seeker, ever-questioning, ever-learning, ever-researching, ever delving further and deeper down the rabbit hole. This site is a legacy of sorts, a place to collect thoughts, notes, book summaries, whilst providing a searchable archive to easily lookup and reference.

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