Facing my “Abandonment” Victim stories
Sat down to try and pinpoint past traumas to deal with (after it was suggested that I’m living my life on a trauma-loop) but bit confused on what to do with them and how to effectively work through them… or am I opening up a whole can of worms that has never-ending burrows? And how digging up past-traumas’ interferes with my current “live in the moment, not in the dead-past” philosophy.
Re-watched this video today (30th May 2017) and I can clearly see the main issue that I couldn’t believe was a “big issue” at the time of recording. It’s definitely the pre-birth thing. Not being ‘wanted’ and being ashamed for ‘being born’ and as a result of being born, ruining my parent’s lives. So… now that’s been identified, I guess I can look at how to heal that.